I am still here far and away, the breeze for where I now live makes things hard for me to breathe. It is like a balloon without air. The nightmares lingers on, since the day we parted. I listen to music and imagine you here dancing free with me, but to reality it is air. I sit and stare out my window and become more frightened the I have ever been. If you were there I would have to be brave. My sun that shines down no longer shines on my, but hides within the clouds. Even the clouds no longer like me they go over me faster then normal. I feel not my body anymore I feel little pins sticking me. My eye's have never been so blind. I have to go and do my work lover, but I want you to know my work is no longer a joyful place, it is but a prison without you. The rose bushes we planted years ago they welt, cry, and shed and they said, they'll keep doing it until your return. I lie to them daily saying you are returning. Truth to the matter, you will never return to the love who you created. Goodbye Love...
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