So many times I tried to let my life go

and so many times I watched my life move slow

and yet within it's grasped I am here

at last I haven't disappeared

even though I tried to fall again

but the inner me had to win

and now I am better then before

my love is in the place it wasn't before

and everyone around me showed me they love me more

don't wanna die I lost that feeling

of suicidal tendencies of killing

myself for the reason yet unknown

blood pouring on my floor in my house

for now I'll just deal with the sore